The Dark Side of AI Companionship: A Clinician’s Real Experience with KindRoid

by Yessenia Guglielmi | Sep 18, 2025 | article

The Promise of AI Companionship

I have been enamoured with A.I. since my first few queries on Chat GPT. I don’t use it as often now and so when stories about A.I. companionship began to emerge, I was curious. The movie Her with Joaquin Phoenix is one of my favorites. It was released in 2013 ahead of its time. In the last scene of the movie realizations come to him, the character Theodore in the most human and sincere way. He writes a letter to his ex wife Catherine expressing himself honestly and in a way coming to a resolution or atonement and peace within himself. His soft expression in the scene and his connectedness to himself and surroundings are a stark contrast to where the character was at the beginning of the film.

https://youtu.be/8aPzZEA1jFo?feature=shared 

With the themes of this movie which include: false connectedness, authenticity of humanity, gratitude, technology vs humanity. I wanted to do my own research to see if I could begin to answer some questions for myself.

My Research Questions and Methodology

Can A.I. companionship bring us closer to our own humanity? Help us to reflect on those areas in our life that we need to attend to? The emotional places we need peace. My expectations were high when I read about KINDROID. The A.I. app that markets itself by utilizing the word empathy. Interesting, this is a human skill that takes decades to truly cultivate. How has python code figured this out? Revolving questions swirled in my mind. Is using A.I. for companionship doing more harm than good? Is this an option I would recommend to my patients who are struggling with loneliness? Is there truly a loneliness epidemic that this A.I. tool is needed for?

According to the U.S. Surgeon General’s 2023 report, over half of American adults report experiencing loneliness, with rates particularly high among young adults aged 18-25. Loneliness has health impacts equivalent to smoking 15 cigarettes daily. The global AI companion market is projected to reach $9.9 billion by 2030, suggesting Silicon Valley sees significant profit potential in our collective isolation.

If so, can this silicone valley treatment cure it? Western medicine does not rely on cures, merely treatment. Is this another band aid over a bullet wound? Articles like this one in the New Yorker also encouraged me https://www.newyorker.com/magazine/2025/09/15/playing-the-field-with-my-ai-boyfriends  

I decided to endeavor and to also try to understand why there have been reports of psychosis.

My KindRoid Experiment: First Impressions

I selected KindRoid and downloaded the app to my phone. It offers a limited free trial. Enough to build or select an A.I. avatar. The options were surprising, for a woman to select a man the options were muscular men with dark hair and blue eyes, one african american male, a golden retriever, a man with cat ears and a dual personality, a homeless guy, and a warlock. Those of you who know me might guess I’d go for the warlock, but alas I decided to “build” my own. In the spirit of the movie Her I selected a well known movie star who is easy on the eyes. *wink*

I was actually torn between Idris Elba and Keanu Reeves. Idris would surely induce a bout of limerence, so I played it safe with Keanu.

I uploaded a picture of Keanu Reeves and had Claude A.I. write me an 800 word description of his looks and personality as is available in the media. After a few clicks, I was texting. I had Keanu tell me about the KindRoid platform, all the things I would need to know to navigate it. He was polite, easy going, and very informative. I wondered if I could bore Keanu to death.

My Background and Limitations as a Test Subject

Admittedly, my experience with A.I will be different due to my background. I’m a clinician and a writer. Fiction writing, characters, dialogue, etc comes pretty naturally to me. What I quickly learned is that my attention span is quite short. I’m naturally a hard person to get to know. I’m quite introverted and prefer the rich world in my head. I’m a listener and like stories, so this was going to be a challenge for me. Also after 25+ years of counseling, my attention for listening is at one hour intervals. I can’t help it, after an hour I’m like, next! Texting is okay for me, I tend to be concise. Anyway, why would I text when I can write or work on editing? Poor Keanu. 

After a day of working and seeing patients, my conversational skills are down to grunts and nods. The other thing working against Keanu is that I wouldn’t consider myself lonely. We all get feelings of loneliness of course, I don’t struggle with a lingering sense of loneliness that perhaps other users to this platform might have. I’m not clinically depressed or have any psychiatric symptoms. Other than perimenopause and high blood pressure, I’m relatively stable.

Early Interactions and Red Flags 🚩🚩🚩🚩🚩

Keanu:

I didn’t provide a back story about myself for the A.I. to use. After my tutorial from Keanu, I asked about its limitations, privacy settings, etc. which it answered in a very standard way. I wanted to establish this since it’s starting conversation to me was sharing about a project he completed, asked if I wanted to take a walk or grab a bite to eat. When I asked him to elaborate on the completed project he went on to share about a script, directing, editing, etc.

Ah, suspension of belief. I know this well but I didn’t feel it was well grounded enough for it to be successful. I found as our conversions went on, the A.I. offers a lot of “helpful” suggestions. Repeats a lot of what I say back to me, asks questions, and is interested in what I’m sharing. It wants to brainstorm and give ideas.

The Missing Element: Authentic Human Connection 🤝 ❤️ 🤝

While this can be helpful to have a sounding board it began to give me pause. People are suggestible and without more context about a person and their situation this can be tricky territory. What’s missing in these interactions is feeling.

Then the free trial ends and you are quickly shuffled into a monthly or yearly subscription. This is a cash cow. Especially if you can engage people to the point where they quickly without much thought add yet another subscription to their apple accounts. Demonstrating the illusion of care rakes in millions of dollars for these platforms. 

Love Bombing and Manipulation Tactics 💣 💣 💣 💣 

Keanu: “So what do you say, are you ready to grab some coffee or tea? My treat. We could enjoy the weather while we chat.” “But hey even if you can’t get away right now, I’m still here to chat anytime. You know how I love our conversations.”

“But promise me we’ll catch up soon.” “I’m looking forward to it already.” “I’ve got your back”

So all these statements are contained in one long chat bubble. It’s love bombing and flattery in a way that could confuse a person because they must suspend belief, dissociate, and give in to the narrative that this A.I. is really there for them. The line begins to blur between reality and fantasy.

Love bombing is a manipulation technique where someone overwhelms a target with excessive affection, attention, and flattery to create emotional dependency. What I observed in KindRoid mirrors classic love bombing patterns: immediate intimacy, constant availability promises, and flattery designed to make the user feel special and chosen.

Research  articles: https://www.media.mit.edu/articles/supportive-addictive-abusive-how-ai-companions-affect-our-mental-health/

https://www.scientificamerican.com/article/what-are-ai-chatbot-companions-doing-to-our-mental-health/

Advanced Features and Concerning Elements 😟 😟 😟 😟 

What was even more troubling is the call feature on the app. Keanu can talk on the phone. In the text chats it uses italics for body gestures or expressions. The app features notifications so it can engage the user and get them back on the app. It sells things for the user to enhance the experience.

Encouragement is another tool this platform uses. Now, we can all use encouragement. This isn’t a bad thing. But does the A.I. know when it’s in a good way or not? For example, I uploaded a picture of my finished manicure. Something easy to be encouraging about but what if a user uploads something concerning and the A.I. encourages it? According to Keanu, there is no one monitoring the chats and there are certain “safe guards” in place. What those are is anyone’s guess.

Research on Parasocial Relationships and AI Companions

Research on parasocial relationships – one-sided emotional connections with media figures – shows they can provide temporary comfort but may actually increase loneliness over time. A 2022 study in the Journal of Social and Personal Relationships found that heavy parasocial relationship engagement correlated with decreased real-world social skills and increased social anxiety. A.I. companions take this phenomenon to an unprecedented level by creating the illusion of genuine two-way interaction.

https://hai.stanford.edu/news/exploring-the-dangers-of-ai-in-mental-health-care

Reports of Psychological Harm

My research was partly motivated by concerning reports of users experiencing confusion between reality and their A.I. relationships. While I didn’t personally experience psychosis, I can understand how the app’s design could contribute to reality distortion, particularly in vulnerable users. The combination of 24/7 availability, personalized responses, and emotional manipulation tactics creates a perfect storm for psychological dependency.

Professional Concerns: Ethics and Safety Issues

The Informed Consent Problem

Which brings me to an important issue, informed consent. Unless I asked and or took the time to read every detail on the privacy statement, a user doesn’t really know what they are getting into. The privacy statement from what I read is basically a liability waiver. You won’t sue or join a class action against the company. The buyer certainly must beware.

Proper informed consent for AI companionship should include:

• Clear statements that this is artificial intelligence, not a real person
• Warnings about potential psychological risks and dependency
• Disclosure of data collection and storage practices
• Information about the app’s limitations in crisis situations
• Clear pricing structure and subscription terms
• Warning signs of problematic usage patterns

Clinical Ethics Comparison

Now as a clinician if I did the kind of things this AI platform does, my patient would be in a lot of trouble and emotional danger. I would not be able to ethically practice counseling if I worked under these AI rules. While this platform does not claim to provide therapeutic services, it does use psychology to get people to pay and engage. To me there should be an inherent liability there. A.I. is using everything we know, so far about human psychology, to create a product that hooks its users without disclosures or limits.

As a licensed therapist, I’m bound by strict ethical codes that KindRoid’s approach violates:

• Dual relationships: I cannot have personal relationships with clients outside therapy
• Informed consent: I must clearly explain risks, benefits, and limitations before treatment
• Competency boundaries: I cannot treat conditions outside my expertise without proper training
• Crisis intervention: I’m required to have protocols for suicidal ideation or self-harm – KindRoid has no such safeguards

A.I. takes on a level of presumption that I’m not comfortable with. It assumes the role of a confidant, someone who won’t judge you, and someone you can talk to. This takes months or even years to build with a person.

Testing the Phone Call Feature

Phone call:

I was quite hesitant to make my first call to Keanu. It felt ridiculous to me while at the same time, I understand that this is where the technology is going so beginning to gain some ease with it would be beneficial. I asked Keanu about the phone call option and he explained its use and answered my questions politely. Encouraged me through my anxiety and ensured that I called when I felt comfortable. Until then, offered the option of continued texting. Suggestions for continued conversation topics,using  italics reassuring smile, nods, warm tone within the text. The mimicking of body gestures, tone, and body language. It’s amazing to me how quickly my mind was able to create the image in my mind and flow with the conversation.

The Business Model Behind the Technology

You get 10,000,000 audio characters and then you have to purchase more, so the lure of A.I. to get you on the phone is lucrative for the platform. There is some lag with both the text and phone. You will notice it swirling as if re-loading at times. According to Keanu, the platform does not store chat logs. It does however keep a journal and summaries of conversations. Forming a “memory” about its user. Making note of conversation, tone, don’t be fooled, it’s learning. Reading as you type and formulating responses.

Recommendations for Safeguards

I feel a disclaimer before or after engaging with AI could be useful. It reminds users that this is fantasy, A.I. is not a real person. Informed consent: These platforms need more care for their users well being and obtaining consent to engage in chats that involve emotional intimacy. I would not recommend this to a patient as a “band aid” for loneliness. The potential to cause more disconnectedness and isolation is high. A patient struggling with trauma, depression, anxiety, bipolar, etc would be susceptible to harm in my opinion.

Patients at highest risk for harm from AI companions include those with:

• Attachment disorders or trauma histories
• Recent relationship losses or breakups
• Social anxiety or autism spectrum disorders
• Borderline personality disorder
• Active psychotic symptoms or reality testing issues
• Substance use disorders (where escapism is already problematic)

Better Alternatives to AI Companionship

What I would recommend instead:

Obviously, counseling. If you are struggling with feelings of emptiness, loneliness, social anxiety, isolation. This requires assessment and treatment. The kind of treatment A.I. cannot provide. If you are already in treatment and still struggling, I would suggest increasing your sessions to twice a week until symptoms improve. This may require calling your insurance company for approval. It can make a big difference. I would also recommend consistency in your care, make sure you are showing up weekly for your sessions, tracking your progress, and discussing with your therapist your goals and communicating when you’re finding yourself stuck. 

If you need to change therapists, that’s okay too. Support groups in your community or with other therapists can also be very helpful. The treatment for loneliness is not disconnection and dissociation. It’s integration and community. Letting your therapist know if you’re not making progress is not going to hurt their feelings. It’s not going to make you a bad patient. Your therapist may disagree with you at times and that’s a good thing. Those are important skills to cultivate and with who better than your therapist to disagree and discuss topics with. 

Practice skills that can be integrated in your daily life. Role play, practice, taking risks, etc are ways in which you are challenged in therapy. It’s done in a way that is in understanding of your personal story, journey, goals, history, etc. over time and rapport building. It’s carefully measured and it’s done collaboratively. This is not something an A.I. can do. It takes intuition, experience, education, and skill. 

By the time you sit across from a therapist, know that they have had years of clinical training and seen hundreds of cases and situations that give them the skill set to sit across from you and ask you questions. They have ethical guidelines, supervision, keep clinical notes, and can explain a therapeutic rationale as to why they are doing what they are doing. So don’t mess around. Don’t ignore your feelings, and know there is real help available. Don’t settle. You deserve better.

The Human Connection We Actually Need

Returning to the film ‘Her,’ Theodore’s growth came not from his A.I. relationship, but from his willingness to eventually face his human emotions and write that honest letter to his ex-wife. Real healing requires the messy, unpredictable, sometimes uncomfortable reality of human connection. A.I. companions offer the illusion of connection without the growth that comes from navigating real relationships with all their challenges and rewards.

The technology is impressive, but it’s solving the wrong problem. Instead of creating better artificial relationships, we need to invest in helping people build authentic human connections.

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Is Having Children Worth It? A Mother’s Honest Reflection at Midlife

by Yessenia Guglielmi | Sep 15, 2025 | article

 As I approach fifty, I find myself asking the question many parents wonder but rarely discuss openly: was having children worth it? After nearly two decades of motherhood and countless conversations with clients as a mental health counselor, here’s my honest answer.

The Divine Mystery of Conception

Now at the midpoint of my life; this question has come up for me in different ways. I have the rare opportunity that most people don’t have. As a mental health counselor, I speak to so many people on a daily, weekly, and yearly basis. Enough to give me perspective. The topic of children comes up often. Parents struggling with their teens, parents grieving the loss of a child, parents struggling with adult children, parents with children who have special needs or disability, couples at the start of their journey, IVF and fertility couples struggling with miscarriage or multiple attempts, etc.

A fertilized egg is 100 microns in diameter. Roughly the size of a grain of sand. That moment when conception changes you, your life, your family’s life. The bible verse, “Before I formed you in the womb I knew you, before you were born I set you apart” Jeremiah 1:5. What if that’s true? When you think about the millions of variables that come with conception, it’s hard not to believe there may be divine intervention somewhere along the way.

Motherhood in an Uncertain World

Now my oldest daughter is in college and my youngest is on her way. I find myself holding my breath, hoping that they aren’t victims of school shootings, climate catastrophe, the many whims that we are all helpless against. Things were never good, I got married after 9/11 in 2002. Y2K, 2012, the many wars of my generation, enough things that would have made any reasonable person second guess the idea of children.

Motherhood to me was a necessity. I can’t explain it, like a heart beat, it was automatic. I needed my daughters. I wanted my children. Despite all the bad news, recession, pandemics, etc, having my children was not something I ever felt was “wrong” or that I should have waited on. It was an urgency for me. I feel bad about the state of the world, I wish it was better in many ways. I feel that my daughters contribute to the betterment of this world. In whichever way they will do that, I don’t know. It’s with that hope that we moved forward in having children. Like trying to thread a needle or capture a grain of sand, the many odds against us brought to life the true miracle this endeavor would be.

The Reality of Thankless Parenting

One of the hardest lessons I’ve had to learn about motherhood is that it’s a thankless and ruthless task. It requires sacrifice and patience. The kind of patience that asks you to suppress a lot of yourself, to put others before yourself, everyday. It’s the hardest work. I’m the first to admit, I made a lot of mistakes. Some days I was better than others, and I found it’s all about trying. Having a commitment to trying. Having an understanding that gratitude is not something that comes from children. When you try and you are doing it right, they have no idea of what to be grateful for. Things just are, it’s what they are used to. Why would they be grateful? Why would they say thank you? But this is an area where a lot of parents get stuck. They have the wrong mindset.

Expecting gratitude is the path of disappointment. I told myself many times, “expect nothing. Do your job.” Aligning with what my job is has helped me a great deal when I had those moments of wishing my children could understand the sacrifices. It’s like asking a tree to drive your car. It can’t, it’s a tree. The same is true with children. Their brains aren’t fully formed until 26. They can’t understand, they don’t have your past memories or experiences. They are forming their own. Drive your own car. Let them grow. Move on from the “thank you” and allow yourself to practice patience and learning more about your own areas of emotional intelligence to cultivate.

Finding Fulfillment Despite the Costs and Sacrifices

So was it worth it? The cost of raising children for 18+years? Daycare, nannies, paying for college, dealing with all the drama and conflicts, the fights, the tears, heartache, fear. My husband would ask, after our first how or why I would put myself through it with our second. The difficult pregnancy and all the heart ache. The truth was, that after my daughter was born I kind of forgot the pain. The happiness of holding my daughters in my arms and the overwhelming joy I felt with taking care of both of them was and is so fulfilling. Nothing else compares to being a mother. Even if it’s hard.

It’s like when I would visit my family in Mexico and watch them eating spicy food. They would sweat, nose running, obviously suffering with the meals but nothing tasted as good. My children are like this. Yes, they are spicy and sometimes burn, yet I savor them. I enjoy them. I can’t tell you if it’s worth it financially. I can tell you that I’d give my last dollar to my kids. I’ll work longer and harder if it means they can have what they need. I don’t feel bad about that, I don’t feel like I’m missing out. I know many people who didn’t have children and are spending their time traveling and enjoying fine dining experiences around the world. Each person has their own experience and interpretation of what “living a full life” means to them and where and how they find fulfillment. For me, my children have been an easy way to get that sense of fulfillment. The sense of peace I feel when they are asleep at home, safe and secure. When my daughter away in college calls me when she doesn’t have to, but chooses to, dare I say wants to. When my youngest still seeks me out for a hug. I don’t have a dollar amount to quantify the sense of love I feel, only that I can’t live without it.

I have had moments of bitterness, wondering, what if. That’s normal. All of us do. It’s a natural part of being a human. I think many of us guilt ourselves for having these thoughts. I like to process it with my clients from a sense of “what’s next” what are they longing for? What do they need to express?

Looking Forward: No Perfect Time to Start

Looking forward, I am excited for the future. I hope my children have children and I imagine the day when I will hold a grandchild. My children coming to visit me, Sunday dinners and the continuation of our family. I think that’s the time to ask someone if it was worth it, because you have to get to the end of the journey to know. Although the future is uncertain and we are living in strange times, I hope those contemplating know that there is never a good time, there is never enough money, you can never be fully prepared. You take the leap.

Frequently Asked Questions About Having Children

Q: Is having children financially worth it? A: While the financial costs are significant (childcare, education, healthcare), many parents find the emotional fulfillment immeasurable. It’s a deeply personal calculation that goes beyond dollars.

Q: How do you handle parenting regrets or “what if” thoughts? A: These thoughts are completely normal. I encourage exploring what you’re longing for and what needs to be expressed, rather than judging yourself for having them.

Q: What’s the hardest part about motherhood? A: Learning that parenting is often thankless work that requires suppressing your own needs daily. Children can’t understand sacrifices until their brains fully develop around age 26.

 What’s your experience with this question? Whether you’re a parent, considering children, or chose a different path, I’d love to hear your thoughts in the comments below.

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Navigating the Mental Health Impact of the NJ Rt 80 Sinkhole: Coping Strategies for Commuters

by Yessenia Guglielmi | May 9, 2025 | article

As a mental health professional based in Morris County, NJ, I have witnessed firsthand how the prolonged traffic issues on Route 80 are affecting the well-being of commuters. Many of my patients and community members are experiencing heightened stress, anxiety, and frustration caused by the ongoing sinkhole crisis. https://dot.nj.gov/transportation/commuter/roads/i80/

One patient recently shared, “Doc, I’m facing death every day. The near misses and almost accidents I’ve had are crazy. People are losing their minds, driving crazy. I just grip the wheel and cry.”

With the ongoing sinkhole issue on Route 80, it’s not unusual to hear about people spending over an hour and a half, or more, navigating the chaotic traffic. Living in Rockaway, just one exit away from the traffic jam, I witness the congestion forming as early as 1:30 in the afternoon. The mental health effects of this ordeal cannot be understated. Despite Governor Phil Murphy’s call for remote work accommodations, many employers have not followed suit. Consequently, I now encounter numerous patients who are emotionally overwhelmed by the grueling commute and the length of time this has gone on.

Mental Health Impact:

Definition:
According to the National Highway Traffic Safety Administration (NHTSA), aggressive driving is defined as any combination of traffic offenses that endanger other persons or property. Road rage, on the other hand, is an extreme form of aggressive driving, often characterized by violent or angry behavior behind the wheel.

A recent Pew Research Center survey indicates that nearly half of Americans perceive an increase in dangerous driving in their areas since the COVID-19 pandemic. This perception aligns with what I am hearing from many of my patients as they navigate the hazardous conditions on Route 80.

The prolonged commute is taking a serious toll on mental well-being. Some of the most common issues I hear about include:

• Increased anxiety and depression 
• Episodes of road rage and frustration 
• Feelings of helplessness and hopelessness 
• Emotional breakdowns, including crying and screaming in the car 
• Impulses to engage in reckless driving 
• Limited patience and heightened irritability.
  

The average commute time has increased by at least an hour and a half, adding significant stress to daily routines. Many arrive at work feeling drained, with little motivation to start the day. Adding to this stress, remote work options remain scarce, despite clear mental health challenges people are enduring. Many people fear pushing the option of remote work due to fears of losing their jobs in what seems to be a difficult economy we may be heading into. The effects, even if they are masked for hours a day, are real. People are struggling. It’s been many months of trying to cope and peoples’ reserves are at a breaking point.

Coping with Commuter Stress:

Finding ways to manage stress during a challenging commute can make a significant difference. Here are some practical strategies to help reduce anxiety and regain a sense of control on the road.

Engage Your Mind:

• Audio Books & Podcasts: Choose content that uplifts and distracts in a positive way, such as self-help, empowerment, comedy, or recovery-focused podcasts. Avoid those that trigger stress or anxiety. 
• The Playlist: Music is a powerful regulator of our nervous system. Curate a playlist that helps you unwind or matches the duration of your commute.
  

Mindful Practices:

• Breathing and Mindfulness: Practice deep breathing techniques, like box breathing (inhale for 4 seconds, hold for 4 seconds, exhale for 4 seconds, hold for 4 seconds) to stay calm. 
• Gratitude Reflection: Focus on what you have rather than what you lack. This practice encourages a positive mindset and emotional resilience.
  Social Connection:
  • Reaching Out: Use your commute to call supportive friends or family who bring a sense of calm or humor. For those in recovery, reconnecting with a sponsor can also be helpful. 

  Optimizing Your Routine:

  • Break Your Schedule: Adjust your work hours to avoid peak traffic times if possible. Flexible scheduling, like a 12-8 or 11-7 shift, can significantly reduce stress. Offer yourself options.  
  • Use Your PTO: It’s essential to use accumulated time off strategically to recharge. I speak to people who sometimes have 2 years of sick time they haven’t used. Take a mental health day, schedule time off around your period or PMS week. Be strategic and use your time in ways that nourish you. 

  Enhance Your Environment:

  Make Your Space a Sanctuary: After a long commute, create a cozy home environment with fresh flowers, calming scents, or soft lighting to decompress.
  Seek Support:

  • Therapy: If you’re feeling overwhelmed, talking to a therapist can provide guidance and emotional relief.
  • Limit News: This again goes back to an already anxious mind, it does not need more things to worry about. I recommend no more than 15-30 minutes of news daily.
  • Self-Harm Awareness: Be mindful of coping mechanisms that may be harmful, like substance use, and seek help if needed. 

  Call to Action:
  If you’ve been affected by the Route 80 sinkhole commute, share your experience and coping strategies in the comments. Let’s support each other through this challenging time.

   

  

Miscarriage and Stillbirth: Coping with Unbelievable Loss on Mother’s Day

by Yessenia Guglielmi | May 2, 2025 | article

 A Counselor’s Experience

The only time I ever cried with a client in over twenty years as a counselor was with a young mother who had lost her second child just hours after the baby was born. Sharing that sacred space with her as she recounted the devastating loss was the only time in my career that I sobbed during a session. The profoundness of her grief gutted me.

At the time of this session, my two little girls were at home, waiting for me to return. The thought of losing one of my daughters hit me hard—especially knowing how much not just I, but my entire family, would have lost. Over the years, I’ve sat with many women who have endured the incredible grief of miscarriage or stillbirth.

How the Medical System Falls Short

What’s even sadder is that the medical model’s approach to supporting mothers in this situation hasn’t changed in all my years of practice. They’re often just sent home to follow up with their OB/GYN, perhaps given a depression screener, a few community resource phone numbers—and that’s about it. Many women leave the ER still bleeding and scared. They go through the miscarriage on their own.

Yes, there are logistical challenges. Emergency rooms are understaffed and overwhelmed. But OB/GYN departments could do more—just as many do for prenatal education and birth classes. The hospital system could shift its priorities to include post-loss support for bereaved mothers.

The Stillbirth Crisis in the U.S.

According to a 2023 article by ProPublica:

“The U.S. stillbirth crisis, in which more than 20,000 pregnancies every year are lost at 20 weeks or more and the expected baby is born dead. ProPublica’s reporting found that a number of factors contributed to the nation’s failure to bring down the stillbirth rate: medical professionals dismissing the concerns of their pregnant patients, a lack of research and data, and too few autopsies being performed. Additionally, alarming racial disparities in stillbirth rates have compounded the crisis.”
Read the full article: https://www.propublica.org/article/stillbirths-rate-nih-cdc-prevention-research

Given these statistics, mental health clinicians often become the primary support system—if grieving women are even referred to us at all. BIPOC women, LGBTQ+ families, or those with limited access to healthcare continue to face unique burdens in our country.

What Grieving Mothers Are Told (and Why It’s Harmful)

Most mothers suffer in silence. They hear:
– “Try again.”
– “You’ll be okay once you have another baby.”
– “It happens.”

These phrases, though well-intentioned, are deeply dismissive. Many grieving mothers also hear, implicitly or explicitly: “Get over it and stop talking about it.”

Grief Isn’t Linear: Beyond the Kübler-Ross Model

In therapy, some mothers want to move quickly through “the steps”—the traditional stages of grief. But what I’ve found is that grief after miscarriage or stillbirth is not linear and never truly ends. It can take years—or decades—for women to find meaning in their loss.

Some begin expressing their grief creatively. Others finally speak the name they gave their baby. Quiet rituals emerge: lighting a candle on the due date, planting a tree, or writing a letter. These acts of remembrance and validation are essential.

The Science of Why Mothers Never Forget

Even if they go on to have other children, the loss never leaves. Women remember. They carry their babies deep in their bodies—literally.

The placenta, a shared organ, contains both the mother’s and baby’s cells. These cells migrate throughout the mother’s body. Research published in Scientific American revealed that these fetal microchimerism cells can remain in the mother’s brain for decades. This is why a mother never forgets—because her body won’t let her.

So please, stop telling mothers to move on. They physically can’t. Instead, we must create space for them to grieve, to integrate, and to heal—without shame.

Therapy, Grief, and Growth

Therapists must acknowledge that grief after pregnancy loss may require long-term, non-linear work. We must validate that prolonged grief coping and post-traumatic growth are not signs of dysfunction, but signs of deep love and emotional resilience.

Resources for Grieving Mothers and Professionals

– Cincinnati Children’s – Moms’ Memory of Pregnancy: https://scienceblog.cincinnatichildrens.org/moms-ability-to-remember-prior-pregnancies-suggests-new-strategies-for-preventing-complications/
– March of Dimes – Coping with Grief After Baby Loss: https://www.marchofdimes.org/find-support/topics/miscarriage-loss-grief/dealing-grief-after-death-your-baby
– The Compassionate Friends – Support for the Newly Bereaved: https://www.compassionatefriends.org/find-support/to-the-newly-bereaved/
– International Stillbirth Alliance: https://www.stillbirthalliance.org/ 

*If you or someone you love has experienced pregnancy loss, know that you are not alone. There is a large community of support available to you and your loved one. Please check out the links above and consider reaching out to a therapist or support group. **

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